Severance

model(s) : self
all source images are taken by me

[.. I look up and there she is, again. Facing me, her eyes planted in my soul. Me, my image, my reflection. The strings connect us to one another. Her panicking moves tighten our ties and bring us together. I can not breathe, it creeps in me... The wires knot my fingers, preventing me from tearing the trap with my nails. Escape, flee, free myself from it. Tearing sutures, breaking them like nerve fibers, let them whip the air whistling... Never see her again, parting with her, sever the ties. Please disappear ! The cords pierce my skin like curved needles. I can’t, I can’t, it has to stop. She has my eyes and my mouth, her hair slowly flowing around her like mine. She will penetrate inside me, contaminate me with her tumoral soul and make me her imaginary double. She, the captive of all eternity, mourning incessantly as soon as I close my eyes to the world. Me me me, me screaming, moaning and crying on my lost soul. Sick her, agonizing me.. ] (c) nihil

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